I'm Feeling Better...

Today has been a little better for me. I asked Molly to help me pray this morning on the way to Bible Study that God would replace my fear with Faith!! I can only fail if I let Satan win. My rates are the lowest in town and I offer GREAT customer service (not to toot my own horn).. I love my job, how many people can say that? I will make this work and if God has different plans for me, I have Faith that he will make them known to me loud and clear (he knows I am deaf).. I have very high dreams of being able to always be my own boss so that I will NEVER miss out on my children's life and so I can be the one that takes care of my children's grandparents when they need me!! I have been very blessed to watch my Dad and Cathy both selflessly care for their parents and I want to have that same opportunity (no time soon, please)!! Life is way to short to be stuck in a job that you do not love and that takes away from opportunities to "live life" the way you enjoy it!! I pray that God will continue to open doors for me and that he will show me the path that he has intended for me. I realize that it me not be a path that I want, but he knows what is best for me in the end!! Please continue to pray because this will be a difficult journey for me over the next several months or possibly the rest of my life (as long as I own the Kids' Directory). I do have a couple of other very small businesses in mind that would bring in a little extra money which is exactly what Mike and I need. They would definitley not replace my income now, but they could help suppliment and I would have free advertising in the Kids' Directory :-)!!